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Well, what can go wrong will? What can go right, does. Let me catch up with what has been going on. I’m back in school now. I’ve decided to come back to get my degree in public relations.
I have been working on a temporary place to live before moving. This is going to be a new chapter in my life. I have decided that the biggest thing I need is to leave Florence. I just feel so stagnant here.
I’m hurting inside. This place is just nothing more than a knife. Lately, there have been more downs than ups, but I am working hard on that. I have to stop…I have to start blogging again, at least personally blogging again.
Over the past week, I lost a few good friends. Mostly due to the fact, I got blindsided on a turn.
I’m just really angry with myself right now…I should have seen it coming….
Why am I so pathetic sometimes…urgh!
Things are really starting to get better, I’m working on my sports blog more, getting it ready for the Jan. 1 opening. MHM is wonderful, over 600 hits, and that just started this season!
Other than that, things are good, just trying to keep pace with everything and everyone.
Ok kids, after a long sabbatical, I am ready to come back. Things have been a roller coaster, but it seems leveling out is the only course of action things will be taking for a while.
So, I will be back later with a few thoughts and musings.
Lately, you have noticed many of my blog posts have been on things we all should know. The basics of true Satanism. However, how many of you have actually done some of the things I have said? How many of you have actually sat in a dark room with no internet, no phone, no iPod, no books…just you and your thoughts?
If you haven’t, and are serious about Satanism, then I would make the friendly suggestion that you do. You have to question your beliefs, you have to question everything about you. It is the only path to true knowledge.
We know how to obtain knowledge, but how many of us truly know how to use that knowledge? That is up to you. You have to use that knowledge in your way to better your life.
How do we better our lives? To answer that question, this is where meditation comes in. This is where questioning yourself until you make yourself cry comes into play. It forces you to figure out what kind of lessons are you learning. To many, the lessons are superficial. They will just make ascetic changes, and be happy with that. I did that for years.
Before you can do anything…you have to hit rock bottom, there has to come a point where you have to figure out if you will save yourself, or if you are indeed a coward.
The coward will see the mistakes and start feeling sorry for himself. The coward will seek pity from others, and not learn the true lessons of his/her mistakes. The coward could be compared to the grasshopper in the Aesop Fable “The Ant and the Grasshopper”.
If you remember the story, the grasshopper would play and mess around, while the ant was storing for winter. The ant would tell the grasshopper, “you should be preparing for winter.” The grasshopper paid no attention to the ant. When the winter came, the ant was in his nest, with plenty of food, while the grasshopper starved to death.
If you still do not understand what I am trying to say, the coward is the grasshopper, because the coward will not do the hard work that is needed to learn him or her self. The hard part is admitting, you have made a mistake. The easy part is the way out. The easy part requires hard work and sacrifice. The easy part is to correct the mistake. The hard is accepting the consequence of your actions. When you realize that what we say “Do What Thou Wilt”, part of that is accepting the fact that you have to take the blame for your life as well as the credit.
Are you a coward, or can you save yourself?
As always, may father Satanas keep you…Ave Satanas!
Lately, I have had voices come to me, giving me pieces of advice to make the times we live in much more clearer. They came back last night. “Be not afraid to pull the curtain back, QUESTION EVERYTHING, for it is the only path to true knowledge.”
This has been the most emphatic of all the voices. This is not meant to be just political, but personal. Everything is meant to be questioned. That includes your loyalty to everyone, your political beliefs, your personal beliefs, everything. Now is the time to sit in the dark, with no distractions, no influences, and now is the time to step outside of yourself and and question everything you believe. Not just question lightly, but make yourself cry. Get angry with yourself, do not let yourself off lightly. Ask yourself over and over again, “am I willing to die for what I believe?” Ask yourself, “is my sword always sharp?”
If you waiver on anything, and I mean ANYTHING, then please figure out why, and do the work for yourself. Educate yourself on any and everything you can find, form an educated opinion on any and everything. The wars are coming. Our very survival is at stake. These wars will be fought first with ideas, which we are seeing now. These wars will be fought with not just weapons, but with power. They will use and abuse us. They will torture us. There will come a time where we will wish for the ease of the inquisition, at least that’s how it will feel.
Freedom is always under attack. The freedom to question anything is never safe. If we do not open our eyes and see what is really going on in the world, not just politically, but personally. Find the paradime. Read everything, question what you read. Do no be afraid to question harshly. For those who can stand to even the most microscopic scrutiny is true.
Remember, your two greatest weapons is your brain and your mouth. Be a threat to others. If you know something is the gospel truth, then preach it. Many will laugh at you, many will dismiss you, but remember in a crowd of ten, if nine dismisses you, there will be one who will think long, and think hard about what you have said. Then, he/she will do their own homework, and go preach it to ten more people, and so on. Do not be afraid to question anything, for that IS the path to true knowledge.
That knowledge is a Satanic miracle. Use your brain, never become apathetic in ANYTHING. You can’t afford to sit and watch from sidelines.
As always, may father Satanas keep you! Ave Satanas.
I begin today’s blog post with another visit from a voice that has been trying to guide me for years. “My sword has been forged in the fires of knowledge and shaped by the stone of common sense. Those who come to battle already know their fate.”
What does this mean to me? Well, the fires of knowledge is an ever burning one. There is no such thing as too much knowledge, you always have not enough knowledge. There is an old saying “the day we stop learning is the day we die.” This is true. We learn when we make a mistake, or begin a new project. Remember, the definition of stupidity is making a mistake and learning nothing from it.
For example, if you place your hand on a hot eye on a stove, and burn yourself, you have gained the knowledge to never do that again. The same goes for the rest of your life. If you put yourself in a situation where you are over your head at first, you will make mistakes, but the key is figure out what went wrong, and how can you correct them. That is gaining knowledge. If you ignore the problems and flaws of the original plan, then you are doomed to repeat the same mistakes. In other words, “those who do not learn from history, are doomed to repeat it.” When this knowledge is put to good use, your thought processes will change. That is what is meant by the fire of knowledge shaping your sword.
Which moves us on to the stone of common sense. This is knowledge that we were born with. These are things that are mundane in the knowledge department that we do not think twice about it. These are what shape your views on life (your sword). If you choose to use your common sense wisely, then there is no limit to how sharp your sword will be used in battle.
Finally, the last sentence, “Those who come to battle, already know their fate.” I would think this would be self-explanatory. When you are going into battle with someone verbally or non-verbally. It will be the one who has the stronger resolve that will win. If your sword is forged in the fires of knowledge and shaped by the stone of common sense, then you cannot lose.
May father Satanas keep you, and until next time…Ave Satanas!
Rep. Lee Yaps on a Cell Phone while a question is asked
Sheila Jackson Lee, the House’s best race card player, was recently caught at a “town-hall” meeting yapping away on a cell phone while a cancer survivor (oh, and someone who does not agree with Obamacare) asks her a very serious question about this so-called “health care reform”.
She tried to keep the subject on why she wants to completely wants to make another subsidy for more people to abuse, instead of at least apologizing for her rude behavior, and with her history, you could make the argument that it’s borderline racist. Major credit to Rick Shanchez on CNN for completely calling her out on this, good job Rick of trying to keep this on subject.
Rick Shanchez calls her out
Well, it looks like the new tactic has been unveiled…instead of answering a question, now, they’re going to ignore you…
No, this is not a joke. This idiot is actually going to be released.
The Libyan man convicted of the Lockerbie bombing is likely to be freed on compassionate grounds next week, the BBC understands.
Abdelbaset Ali al-Megrahi, who has terminal prostate cancer, is serving life for murdering 270 people when Pan Am flight 103 exploded in 1988.
Yes, Scotland is letting him go because he has terminal prostate cancer. (This is where you are all supposed to fawn…awww…isn’t Scotland so nice?) This guy, who showed NO mercy to 270 people gets to go home and live out his final days in Lybia. Did people forget that the US actually went to Lybia in the 80’s and bombed the HOLY LIVING CRAP out of them (and the French embassy…ha) just to get this guy?
Abdelbaset Ali al-Megrahi’s attorneys have withdrawn their appeal, which they have been going at since his conviction. His lawyers still claim, as much as they are lying, never planted the bomb on the PanAm flight that killed all those people.
The fact that Scotland is doing this, makes me ill to no extent.
Today, something has been sucking my brain. Yes, this is something that Glen Beck said a couple of days ago, but I think it’s really worth thinking about.
Imagine, if you will, a fence. This fence cuts a field in half.
On one side of the field people’s lives are controlled by others, the more successful are outcasted and punished for simply succeeding. The worse off blindly accept what they are told, and they blame others for their problems. There is an “equal playing field” that has equal rewards for unequal work.
You feel empty inside, because you are nothing more than a mindless zombie. You blindly accept the lies you are being fed, and live the life of a battery, work for the state or die. You don’t dare speak out and ask what is really going on, because you have been too dumbed down or too afraid to say anything because you know Big Brother is watching.
The other side of the fence, there are people working hard, accepting and embracing the faults in their lives, learning from their mistakes. There is opportunity for all who choose to work for it. What you put into your work, you will get that back in return.
You loose sleep every night worrying if you are doing the right thing for your life or not. You look at your children and worry if they are getting the best with what you have. Yet, at the same time you can live with the stress and live with the fact that you know hard work and a little education gets you somewhere. You can breathe easier knowing that you can question what your leaders are trying to sell you. You can question, because you are not simply being a blind follower.
Think about that, mediate on that. Then ask yourself, what side of the fence do you want?
Don’t just think about this on a political plane, but on a personal plane. Think about your life, and where you are, and ask yourself, are you truly happy with where you are?
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Matt Jordan
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